2010-12-20
11:13:42

noenergyatalltodoanything



My life sucks.

With
or without you.



Yay another bed picture!
And that's the most yayless "yay" ever >.<

I'm really tierd.
But I guess I have to get up soon anyway.

It's funny how everything in life seems to go wrong, when it feels like your at the bottom.
But then it turns out, you really can sink even lower.
Another yayless yay to that!

Today, what I can look forward to is my cup of Persian old grey-tea, and my studies.
YAY YAY YAY YAY

But who knows, if I'm lucky, maybe a friend will help?

A very very nice one.. ^^ *girly giggle*

Watashi wa sukoshi tokimeki o motte iru to omou~



2010-12-18
09:50:53

181210


Why do I even bother getting up today?
Or even out of bed?

Right, I don't..



I want to go home to my mom and be with her,
But I can't.
I have girls coming over and there is so much I have to do today.
Why can't we just skip christmas, just this year?

Sooo stressed.

And tomorrow?
WTF am I going to do!?



2010-12-14
16:23:06

home. horrible day. hate homework.





I'd catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on the blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya
See I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes I would die for ya baby,

but you won't do the same.


2010-12-13
18:04:31

ffffffaiiilll

(BEWARE)

This is me imitating what I want for Christmas.





A PUG PUPPY!! :D :D



Well.. I kinda pulled it off... not.

Anyway. I guess school is a bit less stressed,
So, HAPPY JENJEN



YAY 3 pictures!! BOOYAHH

byebye,  now study time!

2010-12-08
22:38:42

081210


Me right now, just to show how tierd I am.
Today is a day like everyone else.
Stress, tierdness, depression and sickness.
Disgust, hate, and regret.. 
I was at the shore when I got home, I don't know what took me there. 
I was standing there for an hour, just.. waiting
I do not know what for, or why. But I did.  
Maybe for someone to save me,
but I know miracles don't excist.
I've learned that.
Still, hope is underestimated.



More stress now.





2010-12-07
21:48:36

71210


Very tierd girl checkin' in.
Taking a 5 minute break from studying, So I won't have a compleate break-down.
Tonights focus is :
SWEDISH - big representation tomorrow morning
JAPANESE - 2 big katakan tests, one re-test and one new, tomorrow.
SCIENCE - start studying for BIG test about cells. Only have 6 days left. HELP

That is all I will be focusing on TODAY.
And can't forgett to mention that tonight will be the 4th day in a row without sleep.
And I'm not exaggerating...(Coffee is my friend) Just look under my eyes.. omg I look 40.



HAPPY HAPPY!!!!!!

D:





2010-12-05
22:28:30

he's comin'

He knows if you've been bad or good

And if you have been bad, guuurl you betta hide!!



2010-12-05
21:41:54

why? BECAUSE I CAN!!!


As the first update for over 2 months time, Imma give ya'll what you really want:

MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !!!!!!!




booyahh bitches...